It’s a tough anniversary day as this was the day my port was placed…a much more difficult step then I’d expected. A step heavy on my heart yet three years later. It was impossible
I take it back…I want out of this crappy place. I hate being stuck in a body that doesn’t work like it used to. I hate that I have pain in every joint. I
Foggy head. A struggle to focus. Dreadful body pain. A stagnation of progress. Complacency to exist. A sadness so very deep. My heart, heavy with memories of waking up in a hospital room, holes