Today I wish to be out of my own skin. My own body. I can’t even stand to look in the mirror and I can’t even think straight because of the brain fog. I
Oh the headspace today is roooooooouuuuuuuugh. I don’t want to think. I don’t want to feel. I don’t want to write. I don’t want to do. The sludge is thick. *Post 997 February ::
Following yesterday’s post I’ve gotten some feedback regarding fear. I don’t blame them for wondering and I’m grateful they reach out rather than sit in their own presumptions about how I actually feel. As
I always rehearse in my mind what it would sound like and what my reaction would be if I heard, ‘it’s back.’ The thing is, I know it’s irrational…I wouldn’t hear about it during
The night before an onco follow up always feels interesting. I can tell I’m a little off…not overly preoccupied yet by the feelings that will hit hard tomorrow…but certainly preoccupied by the feelings that
“A convenient justification betrays a good intention.”@ThePurposedSailor @AmberHavekost We’d be wise to consider the ramifications of our justifications when derived from convenience. While we might think they excuse our behavior, they also shed light
Ruin will happen in this life. We will lose, we will miss out, we will hurt. An easier road won’t always present itself after an arduous climb. The valleys will sometimes run into each
I got to spend some time with my friend today. I drove her to her radiation appointment and while she didn’t necessarily need a driver in the literal sense, it was an amazing reason
Oh there is just so much in my head tonight. And so much that I feel like I want to write about. And I am experiencing so many feelings. But I keep hearing “just
Do you ever ask yourself ‘Why?’… Why do I do the things I do. Why do I feel the way I feel? Why do I say the things I say? When you answer yourself,