Both+And. We decorated for Christmas today. My body hurts and I’m so frustrated that I just don’t have the energy I used to. I can hardly move and I feel the tears stinging the
It’s funny to me, that the only wig that I felt most comfortable in, was my purple one. I loathed the brown one and felt disgustingly fake in it. And despite it’s luxurious length
I remember during Chemo Class they told me that chemo tends to behave the same each round, that it is common for people, while still unique, to have similar experiences of each round. So,
Just keep showing up Committing to the attitude of ‘all feedback is relevant.’Just keep showing up Believing that ‘nothing is wasted.’Just keep showing up Practicing ‘grace upon grace upon grace.’Just keep showing up Living
I cried today. My sluggish brain is so frustrating. Even right now, as I sit here and write, the fog is thick. Words and process, stuck. I feel like my brain is fumbling around
I feel fragile today. And I feel like everything around me is fragile, too. *Post 936 It’s Friday. What a Week :: 10/27/17 :: Post 60 It’s Friday. I am sitting here reflecting on
Living boldly is scary.Seeking purpose from the blackness of unknown is petrifying.Showing up anyways is massively courageous.All feedback is relevant is synonymous with you-asked-for-it vulnerability.And being counter-cultural is costly. Each one —Optional. Each one
The next morning I woke up and looked in the mirror. I still had a shaved head and it was only going to get balder. My hair didn’t grow back miraculously overnight as much
Another dreaded day. I remember it well. I woke up with a defeated feeling in my heart. The same way I woke up on the morning of my bilateral mastectomy, the morning my port
The prayer I wrote 3 years ago tonight has a sentiment that I continue to cling to. Lord Jesus, be beside me. *Post 932 It’s So Much More Than Just Hair :: 10/23/17 ::