Sometimes a picture is worth a thousand words. . .

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Out of Nowhere :: May 20, 2018

Slept in. No hurry in getting ready for the day. Relaxed with my momma and aunt. Spent the afternoon with family I haven’t seen in a long time. Celebrated my aunt’s birthday. Enjoyed conversations with cousins. Went out to dinner. Was asked by the server if I was old enough to drink. Walked by the beach. Took pictures of palm trees. Came back to my aunt and uncle’s beautiful home. 

And then the emotions hit. Out of nowhere. 

My mom asked if something in particular triggered them….

Nope.

They just hit. 

Out of nowhere.

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To the Core :: May 20, 2019

Man does my body hurt… I can’t tell if it’s surgery or anastrozole (and it’s likely both) but even just laying here in bed, my bones hurt and my joints ache.

I can feel cancer and it’s effects to the literal core of my body.

And of my mind.

And of my soul.

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No Post for 5/20/20

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