And the theme of March will be grace. Grace upon grace. 

grace ^{[ greys ]} 
noun. 
A manifestation of favor; a pleasing or attractive quality.

There is such grace in “I don’t know.” I used to have this bad habit of wanting to say the right thing, or sound smart, or have the answer or get the gold star even when I didn’t *really know* what I actually thought or knew. I’d often share something (which still had value of course) but it was not fully considered. Not fully intentional. Not fully rendered.

Turns out, I am wiser when I say, “I don’t know. Please help me understand.”

*Post 1075

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Do I Have it Right? :: 3/12/18 :: Post 188

There is much that is making me sad tonight. 

So much hurt in the world. So much selfishness. So much personal agenda at the expense of the well-being of others. 

Perpetuated ugliness. 

Cancer has revealed to me what is important and what is not. And I pray I have it right. 

Lord, that this isn’t wasted………..

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The Pendulum Swings :: 3/12/19 :: Post 546

The further I get from surgery, the worse things are looking…..

Man is it hard to constantly manage disappointment. And hopefulness. And the swinging of the pendulum. 

Exhausting. 

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